Haven been blogging since i started sch holidays.

Well , have been working for 8 days straight. 12hrs. And finally i got my break.

Hmmm , todae , my mum woke me up tis morning for a free movie tix. Hahaha. Thanks to her.

And i watched the movie " Valkryie". Its a very very very nice movie. i will give 5 stars. A full star movie rating. Its about the attempting assassination of Adolf Hitler. This movie is heart pumping , grasping for air , touching. I watched it alone anyways.

Alright , during V's day , something happen to me in my job.

And what i learn from that experience is that , treasure the things when people gives u the opportunity. Working in retail sales is not as easy as what u think. U have to commit to the long hours there and earn that amt of money. From my point of view of that experience , i finally woke up and learn that , when people gives u chances , try nt to take things for granted.

And i cant sleep well nowadays , cos im afraid dat im jobless. And being jobless aint a good feeling. U have no cash , no enjoyment , no emergency money. So after my apologies , i hope to gain their confidence back in me.

Holidays starting le. And im having financial difficulties. i keep finding job , sending resume but no replies. But luckily i have a part time job which still support me abit cos pay cut le. saddd.


IF ROBBERY AND PICKPOKETING ISNT A CRIME. LOL.

Anyways chatted with Jia Lin. hahaa. WAH. She make for GJ a "Guo Dong". Wa sehhhhh. So touching worrr. Somemore use it with logan and pack it into a box. LOL. But she scared GJ dun like it la , so i told her that its the effort dat counts.

SX bought some cards , wrapping papers , dunno wat still. Somemore they goin SPA and SX was kind enuff to ask me to join. LOL thanks bro , but i need to werk on sunday , so u guys go enjoy ba.

So tmr's V day. good luck and happy romantic nite to my good frens. LOL.

A damm tiring day

Well , todae woke up at 10am. Went jogging den cycling.

Cycling was so damm tiring annd thrilling. But i met some wreckless drivers. I nearly bang into a car while i was crossing the junction. I so damm PISSED OFF and i stared at the driver. I was at my slow speed le when the driver still wan to go forward. That's the first nearly injury incident.



The second one was at a paverment when i adjusted my gear before getting across a traffic light when tis motorcycle sped towards me. I WAS shock at first for like 1 sec. Later i quickly turn the other direction. Reckless drivers. Blady hell.

Well , cycled from Pasir Ris to loyang. So tiring , and i was exhausted and nearly dehydration. But i cycled all the way to loyang market and grab a coconut juice. After like 30 mins break den head to beach and see planes and den headed back home. Jus 3 words to describe toades biking " tiring , exhausted and adventorous".

Guess wat , my company called me and ask me to get back to office for some things. I actually have to go down to city hall for my job stuffs and den to orchard for movie tix. IMAGINE HOW TIRING I AM IT CAN BE TODAE ???

After such a long journey , reach back home at 8pm. SHACKKKK.








WAT I TOOK AT CHANGI BEACH.

Hmm well well well

TMR's MY LAST PAPER . wahahhaah. Im a free man.

Well , todae's paper quite ok la. Can consider chicken feet if i really really put in effort to study. But well , todae i can write at least like 40 percent including some calculations. LOL. CAn consider not dat bad liao.

Tmr's paper will be " I DUNNO WTF TO WRITE". Confirm. Cos its all calculations.

Well , some of my poly mates are gone le. so all the best to them. Hmmm , so i met richard todae and we told each other hoping to see each other soon.

GOOD LUCK TO ALL.

Well well well

First day of exams , how do i feel ??

TOTALLY SIANNNN . when i first see the question i was like " WTF IS TIS , AM I TAKING THE CORRECT MODULE " LOL.

And I leave quite alot of blanks , cos i have no idea wat to write. I think if i write , i will write some things which doesnt makes sense to the questions asked and i was at my table looking to the left and right , staring into space , flipping and playing with my pen. LOL. Very pathetic right ??

Oh well , Not only me complain the paper was hard. Edmund , Alwyn , Jian Li , and others also.

At 1.40pm , i leave the exam hall. Waited for jian Li to finish the paper and cabbed back home.

Well , talked to richard. He's one of my poly frens who's worth the contact. I told him that im afraid i wun have a chance to see him. I noe i sound gay. But i like him , he's a guy where he has wisdom and knowledge. Everytime i will find him to talk bout life and werk stuffs. But he told me that we will contact. LOL. He's the person where he really takes time and really understand ppl's inner character. So far , he's the only one i know.
So wish him good luck in the real werking world.


Tmr's another paper at 12.30pm.

HAHAH. Jus before i turn in to sleep.

Chatted with Helen on MSN. Wahhaha , so long nv meet her liao. Haha. Meet her some other time ba after my exams den lets go shopping again. BRANDED STUFFS.

Hmmmm , well , tis thur gotta acc SX and GJ for their GF de valentines. Actually i cancel on them , cos o well , my V day cancel. Was supposed to buy gifts de le but end up cancel le. Nvm lo. Go werk ba.

So yar , will be meeting up GJ and SX tis thur to acc them. LOL. Wah so long nv see GJ gal fren and SX gal fren liao le. Nv hang out together lately.

I miss the feelings of playing together , talking dirty , doin stupide stuffs. Hahaha , but , they each got their GF liao le. GJ de Gal fren have been very truthfully sincere for almost a yr. So WISH THEM A GOOD CELEBRATION tis saturday. And SX galfren very funny sometimes.

And last but not least , my childhood fren . OH wow , he's meeting an air stewardess , he told me he book a restaurant and gonna bring her for some romantic wine session. Thats so frenchy. LOL. And the good thing is he's gonna ORD liao and gonna go to the "Real Working world". Hey u , must be gentleman lei , she's an air stewardess.


Hope we can hang out sometime later. SEE YA GUYS AFT MY EXAMS.

Well well well. Tmr's my exams.

So am i prepared for exams tmr and the day after????
-NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

What would i do once i enter the exam hall ???
-Praying hard , Swearing and cursing , Shivering , wet my pants and finally do the action of " GOD BLESS ME".

What am i gonna do when i sit down on the chair ???
-Stare at the paper , swearing and cursing and asking for answers if there's chance.

What would i do if i dunno how to answer the question ???
-Will Probaly look to the left and right for answers. Or stare at the qns for long and play with my pen.

What would i do if i noe i cant make it ???
-I will staple a 50dollars note on the exam script to bribe the teacher.

Will I Emo after the paper??
-YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!

How would i react when people ask me whether the paper is easy ??
- " Oh , its easy le" in a sarcastic way


What would i do when im in an emotional state ??
-Talk to no one and go running or hoping tmr

What would i do if all my papers are over ?????
- Be Like Hitler , burn all books , kill all nerds , Kill all teachers. hahaha.NO MERCY

If i see a teacher dat fails me for a subject , what would i do ??
-Says " hey , fuck u " and probaly go find his car and scratch it.

Exams still 2 more days and people are striving damm hard for their exams. And here i am playing bike and going for jogging. Isnt that so pathetic of me ????

Alright , woke up at 11am and head down to my study room for studying. Studied till like 3 plus den cant concentrate liao. Study till so damm dulan. WTH with all dose formulaes and i cant understand wat theory issit. Very fuct up man.

So decided to go running and then biking. Todae quite adventurous. Well , ran 4km then bike. Am i crazy ??

Right now , my thighs are in relief pain now , i cant even walk properly. actually i hit 2.4km in the stadium den do pull ups den start to run from tampines stadium to Pasir Ris. Then went back hme take my bike to go to Bedok and cycle 1 big round. OMG , im such a craze fella.

Can sae good mood todae la. hit 2.4km at a timing of 10mins and 30 secs. haha. Then bike so fast till now cant stand properly.


OK LOOK i need it badly: give me sleeping pills , Pain killer pills , Money , Will Power and Brains to study , Luck .



MY NEW BIKE:

Todae's a broing day in school. Tiring too. I have been killing my brain cells for the past 1 week le. LOL.

Headed back home at 5 pm. Reach home at 6 15pm . Slept all the way throughout the trip from sch back to hometown. TIREDDD. Waited for galvin's call den go out fast pace jogging for 4 km. Its pretty easy , no difficulties.

After that headed to see my bike. Well , since i dun have plans for Valentines day cos no one to ask, i probably gonna spend it on a new "Mountain Bike". Haha. I think tmr after my studies im gonna head down to buy and do nite cycling alone. Loner again. Mayb i like to be left alone at times.

Thats all for toade. PLS GIVE ME WILL POWER TO STUDY AND CONCENTRATE.

Oh well , Exams like 3 more days. Good Luck.

Well , next week IM A FREE GUY. Gotta start temp jobs liao. hahaah.

Wow , SX and GJ spending valentine's day together except for me. Lol. Happy enjoy ba them. Well , Valentine's day , im gonna be alone. Lol. Happy enjoying den for me. Nobody to ask out. LOL. All gt BF AND GF liao. hahahah.

EXAmsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

Farking Hell , tis week not my day. WTF ??

Leg pain luh , Exams luh , Pay cut lahz , Kenna Complain during werk la , Teacher tell me i hafta buck up lahz . Wats more to come ??

The worst is " Leg Pain". Damm , i already went for opreation liao. Still pain. Jus fucking kill me better. Instead of letting me suffer the pain. Really have to see doctor after my exams.

Eh anyone got any sales job not ?? I dun wan MLM. Any sales job selling things de esp IT stuffs. I seriously wanna change job luh. Pay cut , wat to do le ??

Hmmm i think at the time being better dun change job ba due to the economy. Put up with it better.

Haizzzz , Tmr hafta go school study again. dotsssssss. Exams Exams Exams. Memorising all the "useless theories" dat i dun understand.

Well , i guess exams are part of students life. Let it be den. No point complaining.


I wan to see DOCTOR FOR MY DAMM LEG. JUS HATE THE FEELING.

WHICH DESCRIBES ME BETTER ????

A guy with frequent mood swings , Moodless , a guy who doesnt have feelings ??

Anyways , am i immune to things which are very negative ?? Or do i have the "heck care" attitude ???

Nowadays i find myself in a world where i feel nuthin at all. I guess i changed. I see things differently now. As compared to last time , once i hit something hard and negative , i will keep on complaining bout how unfair tis world is.

But now , when i see dose hard negative things , its just i cant feel a thing. Who am i now ?? Izzit good or bad ??

When some hard shit hits on me , i find a solution way out. But i didnt complain. I accept the fact that , yea , situations occurs around us. We do live in a world full of endless situations. And thats why i get used to it and see things differently now.

I guess we must accept the way it is no matter how bad the situation is. Things always dun go our way as wat we wanted.

It can be good and can be bad i guess. And again nobody noes how i feel now ??