Have been werking from MONDAYS to SUNDAYS lately. Sometimes i jus wonder why tis society is such a reality. NO money no talk , YES money Yes Talk.

Some thoughts have came across my mind recently.

IF i still have my ex best buddy right till now , then what wil be my life NOW ??

IF i really know that GAL From the LAB really well , what will my life be NOW ??

IF i have a heart to contact my POLY frens , what will my life be NOW ??

IF i have LOADS of Money in the bank , will i be happy ??

IF i can accept some ppl into my life , what will my life be NOW ??

IF i SWITCH my part time Job now , what will my life be NOW ??

Well , it can go on and on , sometimes i just wonder , did i make the right decision in my life.
And sometimes goin thru some things in life will lead u to doubts but it can also be a part of growing in life.

If i can find a GF who can lead me thru all tis doubts i been in all tis years , then , GOD really creates wonders.

I met some people who told me that going thru doubts in life is jus one part of life.

Right now , i dun even bother to contact some frens. Neither do i wan to put my heart into frens or a BGR. All im feeling now is a HECK CARE ATTITUDE. Mayb im a changed person from experiences in LIFE. I mean , i really cant be bothered with things anymore esp relationship. All i care RIGHT NOW is my life , my feelings , cycling , werking , MONEY $$$$ .

Looking out to the sea jus makes me wonder if sometimes , whether this phrase exist " There's is a balance to everything".