Argzzzz.

EXAMS , EXAMS , EXAMS.. WTH ??? So stress NOW !! TMD stress ar. The only thing can reduce my stress is to go jogging.

Who can i talk to when i feel stress ??? none i guess. Haiz , im in a mood of "Stress". I jus wish i can really talk to someone whom understands me and really give me support.

MOODDDDYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

Todae woke up at 9am. Hit the park for 2.4km run. Tiring , shack , breathless all describes me after the run.

Later gonna meet galvin for some window shopping @ TM. Den after that will be buffet at my cousin's house.

Pictures :

Aint it a nice CNY weather where its so windy.

Yest was fun outing with Helen. Hmmm suppose to meet her at 2pm de lei. But she late. LOL. NVM luh.

Went Raffles link dere to see "Mont blanc" wallet but its too formal. Den saw an " Agnes B" wallet. So Agnes B wallet will be my second choice. Then went to search for " Burberry" wallet. Wow , Burberry wallet white label dun have in singapore but only in Japan. So too bad. But if i were to choose between "Burberry white label" and "Agnes B". I choose burberry despite the price. But later Helen also found out that "Burberry White label" can only be found in Japan. Haiz , i wan order online for "Burberry White Label". LOL.

Hmmm , my "Agnes B" wallet cost 265.50 bucks. LOL. After buying my wallet at isetan agnes b shop , went to see some perfumes. Alot of choices lol. There's this new "Emporio Armani " perfume. haha. Helen told me that cos of the new product thats been launch in SG , the cost will be high. But overall when i tested " Bvlgari" ,"CK", "Emporio Armani". I still prefer
"Bvlgari". But Helen prefer guys wearing "CK". Different ppl diff taste.

Probaly i think i will get my next pay or my "red packet money" den i will buy perfume. Mayb "Bvlgari".

Later acc her for some dresses at a shope beside Isetan. Not bad le for the dresses , in the end , she dun wanna buy. I also dunno why. So cheap and nice stil dun wan. DOTSSSSSS.

Hmmmm later that went for dinner at Plaza Sing at "wang Xin " cafe. Lol. The food dere ok ok only. LOL. Its edible. So chat there till 8pm den decided to find my poly fren.

After bout 10 30 , we hit back to our hometown.

My agnes B wallet:

ITS FRIDAY , HAHHHAHA , TMR NO WERK. HAPPY.

Me tmr going out with Helen , prob meet her during noon since she doesnt have flight.

AND YES YES YES , i bought my "Emporio Armani" watch le. HAPPY. haha , i negotiate the price till $395. else i will be spending $485 on dat watch. Actually wanna Buy " Seiko" watch lei or " Agnes B" watch de. NVM la . Im happy.

Hmmm , tmr seeing Burberry or agnes b wallet and perfume. Mayb shall consider buying. LOL.

I think im quite in a good mood todae.

Will be uploading pics wat i bought next time round.

Below is wat i bought on Friday:

Hahaah , What a TIRING DAY for me yesterday!!!

After School , Chiong our mini project as its the last day. LOL. STRESSSSSSS. But i can only stay for half an hour only. Cos I hafta go for Samsung sales meeting.

Well , took bus to Eunos for meeting. The meeting quite ok ok only ler. Flex keep emphazie on our" sales talk" must be terrific . He then tell us that our sales is not very good for the past 5 months for another samsung project. hahahaha. Oh , the new project will be " Samsung laptop". I gonna volunteer to sell that stuff since i got the experience in laptops. haha.

But anyways , GUESS wats the bad news is ?? Our pay got CUT!!! OMG OMG OMG. Upon hearing that shit , i sian diao liao. How the hell can i survive when the pay is so low ??? OMG.

I dunno how to survive lei lol , but there's a balance to every single thing. Our commission will rise a little. So yea , gotta really werk hard for sales liao. "SWEATS OVER ME". LOL.

OH the best thing is our company gives us each a 50 DOLLARS red packet before we left. HAHHAHAHHA

After meeting took bus back home.

Lol. Couldnt WAKE up on time for my first lesson. HAHA. Guess wat ? Teacher mark my attendance lei. hahahaha. Some more i REACH ON THE DOT when teacher call my name when everybody laugh just when i step in2 the class.

After marking my attendance , i headed for E Quiz. Well , Mr Tay told me to BUCK THE HELL UP. haha. He say i will fail if i dun take my modules seriously.

Yea true , I didnt take it seriosuly at all. Cos the moment i see Calculations , damm it , i close my mind. OH gosh , HOW can dose Good guys study and score distinctions in class ? what kind of herbs did their mother give them ??

After E-learning , goes the boring " wafer fabrication" lecture. I was stoned dere and jus couldnt understand a single shit. Headed back hme at chris's car. Lol.

Gonna go estate Jogging soon le. Hopefully todae can run more than 5km.

Blogged at 5pm.

Tis IS TOTALLY A FUCK UP DAY FOR ME. DAMM , EVERYTHING IN TIS GODAMM WORLD is ALL BOUT MONEY. ALL talking bout money. I jus feel SO FUCKED UP.

THIS GODAMM world is so fucking evil. When it comes to talking BOUT MONEY , even ur close one will HURT U. SO FARKING FARK UP. MONEY MONEY MONEY MONEY. CAN I REALLY FIND A real person dat when it comes to talking bout money does noe wat to sae and wat not to sae.

I guess NO ONE noes my feeling now. ITS jus like anybody who has money has the fucking power. I hate to become a materialistic person. BUT damm , its jus my family's influence. I have been listening to my inner VOICE but yea , still MONEY.

I can have no one to talk to. I always keep feelings and end up i listen to the other party's story. WHO THE FUCK CAN I TALK to when im at tis kind of FUCKED UP STAGE ?

None i guess. Frens dun care bout wats ur life is , frens jus only care bout theirs. They only like to talk bout their lifes. FAMLY dosent FUCKING UNDERSTAND. FUCK MAN.

And sometimes after work , i feel very dull , shack and moody. WHO THE FUCK CAN I TALK TO ?? NONE.

SURE A FUCK UP DAY FOR ME.

Knowledge of the day < From the webbie>

“Like many of those around me, I suffered from Zero-Sum thinking. The more money one person has the less someone else has. Zero-Sum thinking creates a hostile social environment and a feeling of helplessness. Zero-Sum may be true in a Kleptocracy but it isn’t true in a free-market. In a free-market, your creations grow the economic pie and everyone benefits.”

Money is a token used as intermediary to make trade possible. Today’s currency system all over the world is *ABSOLUTE FRAUD* !!!! Read the following carefully you will never say “free market” exist today anywhere in the world.

I know this because i have seen economy work without paper currency in my village in India in the 1960’s. Paper currency became popular only after 1970 when Govt. forced farmers to accept paper currency using levy system to forcibly buy 50% of the rice production and pay them in paper currency so farmers were forced to accept and use paper currency. Before this, rice was used as currency in our village all traders accepted rice, only when you go to the town the paper currency became the de-facto medium of exchange. People of the village was fully insulated from vagaries paper currency, the traders took the risk of currency value fluctuations due to inflation. Farmers had to content only with the nature, if the weather was good they could produce more rice and they could buy more things.

The energy content of the 1 Kg rice is same even today, where as the value of currency keep changing every day, it is difficult for an average person to keep track of the value of currency. To keep track of value of rice is very easy isn’t it? How will you use a meter scale to measure length, if the length of meter scale keep changing every day? That is why we have standards like meter, kg, sec etc isn’t it?

Now suppose you have two currencies one the value keep changing every day the other the value is constant, which one will you accept to trade your goods and services? I will only accept the constant value currency, how about you?

For a currency to be valid it should be defined in terms of food/fuel or energy and the issuer should have redemption obligation. Redemption obligation is necessary because currency is a token, for tokens to be valid it need to be redeemed with what it represents eg. food/fuel something which humans can really use we can eat food, we can use fuel to produce food got it? Gold cannot be used as a natural currency since it does not have any inherent energy essential for human survival. Gold can become a valid currency only when someone guaranties redemption against food/fuel otherwise it is absolute fake token/currency.

A market becomes “free market” only when a “valid currency” is used for transactions!

Now suppose the entire food production in the world is one pizza and someone bought a major chunk with fake currency, then other will have less isn’t it? Economics is a zero-sum game as long as food/fuel production in the world is limited, it can only become non-zero sum only if there is unlimited production of food/fuel.

Now to understand why American economy is fully dependent on oil, it takes about 17 calories of energy in USA to produce 1 calorie of food. This means you cannot produce any food without oil import….. or your food production is negative profit business.

To understand more about what will happen if real producers of wealth accept fake paper currency (without redemption obligation) go read this http://www.dnaindia.com/report.asp?NewsID=1049554 it is not one story do the search your self http://www.google.co.in/search?hl=en&q=farmer+suicides+india&btnG=Search&meta= you will see 1000’s of stories, one farmer is committing suicide every 8 hours in India.

These are the farmers who create REAL wealth use less energy to create more energy/food, farming is a positive profit business in India, the energy output > energy input. Then these farmers should be wealthy isn’t it? So why are they committing suicide? think…..

Now suppose if these farmers stop accepting fake currency without redemption obligation, all suicides will stop isn’t it? Many so called rich people will start begging on the streets because they don’t have anything of value to buy food they are RICH only because they are part of fake currency racket!

Tell us can “free-market” exist without REAL currency with redemption obligation in terms of food/fuel?

Gates: “Gentlemen, you astute, wise, talented, outstanding, and morally principled managers of today—I can sell you something that cost me $10 per unit to produce for $400 each. It’s a little disk with a bunch of zeros and ones on it.”

Eisner and Welch Jr., in unison: “Why in the hell would we be stupid enough to do something like that?”

Gates: “Simple. It will enable your secretaries to produce twice as much work in half the time. In other words, you can fire half your secretaries—those who helped make your organizations successful in the first place. And the secretaries who remain will still work the same hours for the same pay. You will cut your labor costs in half, the stock of your companies will skyrocket and your grateful shareholders will reward your managerial brilliance by making you incredibly, fabulously rich. Not like me, of course, but pretty damn rich.

“Here’s another wrinkle you’ll love. When your companies start growing again, Disney will hire the experienced secretaries that GE fired, and GE will hire the secretaries that Disney fired. Since they are new employees, they’ll start out at base pay, which has hardly budged for the past 20 years—and with no benefits. Times are tough for secretaries these days, you know, with the corporate downsizing and all.

“Oh yes, with Republicans in control of Congress and Clinton ap-pointing conservative judges to the courts, you can work your secretaries’ asses off, and you don’t have to worry about them getting carpal tunnel syndrome and suing you.”

If you think that this scenario is far-fetched, read what Barron’s had to say about “What’s Behind America’s Trend Towards Widened Income Inequality?”:

The revolution in office technology has broken the back of the market for secretaries and clerks. Robotics has destroyed whole categories of factory work. These seismic shifts have meant that millions of people who might otherwise have gotten the blue- and pink-collar positions in these sectors must now chase what jobs remain. And an in-creased labor supply generally brings a lower wage. (Oct. 26, 1998, 55)

Two simple questions: Who got most of the benefits of all this new technology? Who made all the sacrifices? It was no accident. It was a matter of naked greed combined with raw political and economic power. When those with the power divide up the income that workers generate, it’s a totally zero-sum situation.

Missing Europe

Above: This is the shop where they sell rifles , HOLY CRAP , i now see the real SNIPER rifle ok. When i go in , i was like OMG , singapore doesnt have all dose powerful rifles.

Above: i was alone and i traveled by my sense of direction ok. With a map on my hand. I walk to Resident houses and saw some youngsters playing skateboarding. They are friendly , and they ask me to join them. LOL. But guess what , that time i was walking to a park , 2 youngsters approach me for ciggs. U must be out of ur mind pal. I thought they wanna do something to me. Man , its dangerous.

Above: I pity dose horses luh , tis was in Swiss or France i remembered , So frezzing cold u noe. But smelly , lol . I manage to touch the horse.

Above: Swiss residential area i was alone at that time

Above:This is my Hotel , the Very last day at " Novotel".

Above: Tis is Swiss train station for alps.

Above: Swiss train goin for the alps

Above: During The Very last day europe in england , me and my parents went shopping. Its very dirty jus like in New York.

Above: HAHA , For arsenal fans , tis is arsenal staduim

Above and the next 2 pictures : 6am Paris Train station, Freezing cold at minus 0 degress

Above: We boarded the train for 7am sharp heading to london, WOW , im telling u , its real subsonic , like F1 cars. U cant actually feel the G-Force.

Here its all paris. SO NICE . so carefree

IF IM SO DAMM BLADY RICH , i think i wanan migrate to switzerland. But i noe its IMPOSSIBLE.

Above: Swiss Alps

Above: Swiss Alps , was frezzing cold , less than 0 degress. U see alot of PRO skiers. They are risk takers too. We play snowballs when we reach the top of the mountain. haha , they sell " Swatch" watches.

Above: Interlaken town , tis is dusk , at 4 30pm

Above: Ger mat , Country houses . First day after 11 hours of journey on board of singapore airlines, we went to German border for German sausages , Pork ribs. WOW. Its really really apetizing. People there actually are stress-free.

I gotta say , Europe is totally different from Singapore. In France , we see alot of beggars. People in france tend to look down on chinese especially asians. Hmmm , but during winter , i gotta say u have to be strong. U will feel that ur ears , mouth , face getting crack. Its damm pain. But among France , Swiss , England , Germany. I love Swiss the most. Im telling u , the feeling is so different. U gotta have a status to live in Swiss cos u need to invest alot of money in swiss bank. Swiss has a feeling of " Being carefree".



If im so damm rich right now , i think i will be migrating to Swiss. But i hope 1 day i will go back dere again. jus 1 day. Thats my wish.

Actually , i didn't travel with my parents , we separated on some trips. I was traveling with a map , some cash , and my instincts to guide me with direction, plus my camera. All this pictures i took by myself. Sometimes being alone makes u feel great. Worries free , No conflicts , No need to entertain , no need to be bothered by people around u.

Oh ya , In LONDON , u will see lots of " craze" people. They will take out a bible and stand on a chair and PREACH bout " How great the Lord is". GOSH. DUDEs, u must be outta of ur mind man. LOL.

The very last day , we depart for singpore at Heathrow airport. I tell u , its really really pack and busy man. CHAOS ar. Security check there too harsh. But guess wat man , My dad, my sis and my mum got the "Business class " tickets. LOL. NOT ME. NVM. haha. But during flight , there's tis business man who talk to me. He's a japanese. He told me bout his job and alot. After arriving at Singapore. We shook hands and sae" good luck".

Hmmmm , IF im so damm blady rich , i wanan buy tis watch luh which is the " Girard -Perrgeaux". So nice. But me now aiming for a " Emporio Armani" watch luh. Which is this the "Emporio Armani AR0154 Classic leather strap gents watch" . Where to find tis ???anyone ??






But dat time i went out , i saw one of the watch also quite nice , darn , i forgot to note down the number and all. Its 300++. Cheap man. haha. But was nice. But also the other time , at orchard , wisma , i saw a " Armani watch" cost 700++. Was abit small , but nice, but too rectangular lei. It cost like 700++. Rather have guess watches. Pay come liao , Armani watch is mine man. Still considering the 700++ or the 300++ de.

This watch i seen alot lei. Not nice de . Too fake . But cheap i rememberd. I jus kind of think that its not nice. Too plain and fake. BELOW:






My previous watch was as shown below. Spoil liao , the strap , cant wear. LOL.

Well , i gotta say people change. We should really give people a second chance rather than seeing it as a hopeless case. Who do i say tis ? Todae in MSN , 1 of my poly fren , alwyn , we chatted bout wats life. LOL. Surprisingly , he changed. He change to a knowledgeable guy. Im just surprised he change. Well , i did admit to him that we were fake to each other last time. Cos we didnt really like each other. We put up a "fake Smile" on the surface. But now , i think its a different thing. Mayb i shld give myself a chance to be " frens" with him. He change to a better person all cos of his GF. LOL. He told me that his GF is the only one who can read his mind and knows him inside out. WOW. Wat a lucky guy he is luh.



Hmmm , feel so full. Had dinner with galvin. We hit the coffee shop at BLK 139 bout 8pm. He ordered chicken chop , teh o. For me , i ordered Fish and Chips and Minced Pork mee. I think im crazy. Lol. Well , later we ordered fries. Hahaha.


Was pretty nice luh. We talk alot. He told me bout his life in the military. Was quite knowledgable when he told me stuffs which i didnt know. i will let the pictures do the talking lol.

Hmmm , went school , learn nuthin again. I was 1 hr late for my lessons but i did it on purpose. LOL. well , after tutorial den goes the E learning. BORED. learned nuthin. Its my fault , cos when it comes to study , i close my mind. But when it comes to money , i open my mind and go forward.
Im being material isnt it ????

Well , took bus and headed home. Reached home and waited for galvin's call. Then later we hit Tampines Sports Hall for badminton. Its been yrs liao. I think i lost touch of alot of skills. Hey but its true. Im good a smashing the shuttle cock but now i really suck at it although the moves and the steps are right there. Its fun. We played for an hour den slack at there and talk. I tell u , my arms are really stiff now. lol. Not really very tiring , jus very very de fun.



Our next plan next week is to Run abit of fast pace from " Tampines to Pasir Ris and back to Tampines again". But we also plan to bike to far places like esplanade to anywhere far from our hometown. Later gonna meet him for dinner liao.






Nice good view from my room.

Hmmmm , another day , i woke up at 7 am . Dunno wat woke me up ? But todae gonna werk half day , will be meeting eric and gang for soccer. LOL. Wow. Long time no meet le. So yar , meeting them at 2pm at my hse soccer court.

Well , gotta go bathe now . working.

What's the thing

Went to werk at 10 30am. Everything's jus not goin fine for me. I had the first customer which is considered as a potential customer to me. Well , i didnt close it. Actually he wants the product which i dun have it on site. But later i check with my collegue and told him that we got the stocks but needs to be ordered. I did told him that we can discuss the product's price and product knowledge. And yea , we discussed bout the product knowledge. But , i didnt manage to close it. i kept asking myself why. Did i really follow my instincts ? In fact i didnt , i was thinking logically all the way throughout my sales process.

Actually i have a strong feeling that i can close tis customer and a feeling of saying something out. But i jus dunno why my brain keeps telling me not to tell. Shld i really follow my instincts or jus logic ? I jus didnt close tis customer. I feel so lousy. And all the while i have been dwelling over tis customer whether i did my speech wrongly , or over confident , or where did i went wrong ?

I feel so down , my emotions begin to hijack my mind. I cant put postitive thoughts into my head. Jus feel so down.

Later there's tis nice collegue of mine told me that i should not dwell over the matter. He told me to move on. In fact he's trying to say Dun let ur emotions ruin. He told me that in sales sometimes its jus rejection that we must face. But too bad , its hard.

Till when i was 1 hr away before goin back , tis customer approach me and sae " Hi , im looking for a Flat LCD screen". My first thought in my mind was " Damm it , i dun have the one ur looking for". Later that i quickly turn tis bad thoughts of mine into positive ways. And later i showed him one of my product which is 19 inch. And he says" Do u have anything more thinner than tis like dose square ones". I was like O DEAR. And i told him that that LCD been face out for some time and its probaly hard to get it from the market.

So later he agrees with my sayings. And later i said " So sir , since the product u have been looking for has been faced out , why not grab tis opportunity and see my 19 inch product". Then , I told him bout the product knowledge. Then comes the price , jus fine and smooth negotiating. Then i close the deal. LOL. Thats where my emotions begin to rise. LOL.

But later that , got some argument with 1 of my collegues. We begin to talk bout school den suddenly to sales. But the thing is that , she's damm defensive. I told her that sales when u have EQ u can close any deals , anytime , anywhere. I do agree with u that sometimes its not EQ. But remember where does ur first instincts comes from and how it is affected ? The answer is Emotions. For example when ur really desperate for sales , ur emotions are already playing tricks on yr mind. The more desp u become , the more u tend to push ur product without techniques, the more u say something which the customer feel offended. Emotions.

But my collegue say its not EQ , i do agree with her , but she thinks that im wrong. Therefore ,Conflict goes all the way. She keeps telling me that she has no wrong in her thinking , i do agree. But she farking stuborn to hear ppl say.

Sometimes i feel that human beings are jus plain too dumb smart. And that includes me. We think that we are smart. We tend to talk alot. But in fact we must accept people's own point of view. We human beings are being brought up in diffrent background , from different experience , from different races and alot. We just couldnt say a person that he or she is wrong. No one is smart in this world. All come to this world jus to learn.

Apart from that issue , we must also Put our angles into their angles and THINK . REALLY FARKING THINK before making assumptions and comments. This society really sucks when it comes to handling people. People dun think before they speak. People jus think they are right , and dun accept people's viewpoint. In other words , werking jus sucks man. Its not the job thats not nice. Its the people there are jus sucking.

Second day of new yr

BORING. Feel very shack during school. Boring lessons with boring teachers. Lol. I also dunno go school study what. Alot of reports also haven pass up. Then lecture dunno wat she talking. What the hell im doin ? No interest lei. Haiz.

Well , after school chatted with some of my poly frens bout life. Haah. Alot of things to share with different viewpoints. We learn alot of knowledge. lol. Then after 1 hr plus of chatting head back home.

Im so tired i slept on bus all the way. Lol. See how tired i am ? Upon reaching home , I hit stadium for jogging. Lol. At least after my jog , my emotions are better. Then met galvin for dinner. We call lots of food and chatted there till 12am. Nice chat. Alot of things to talk luh. Like sales , His Military Life , Life , Guys stuffs , gals.. Alot . Feel so nice to have a chat with my childhood fren. Haah , its really nice to noe that i still got a fren like that who really understand each other. Where can find ppl und u de ?? Hard lo. I think the one truly understands u is the one who noes ur inside out. Be it good or bad. I just feel so great after talking to him. U noe he's my childhood fren till now. We got lots of topic to talk to. Endless topic. Lol.

Our next plan is to go bike , jogging more than 5km , play badminton , and eat pizza lol. Sounds great. But i gotta see when i free. Im abit of workaholic. LOl.

Anyways i hit back home at 12 05am. Sians tmr goin werk. Jus wish Money can drop down from heaven . 1 word to describe me now " SIANSSSSS

Countdown on new yr eve's for 2009

Sup man ! Its the year 2009 haha , for all folks down dere, if u dun have a yr New Yr resoultion ...Pls get 1 and get a life. LOL.

Well , this year celebration was different from other times. I celebrated with A bunch of newly made frens. Jennifer ask me to join her and some of her frens for the countdown. Wow , pretty nice of her to ask me le. This yr countdown didnt celebrate with my other old frens. Well , i dun care also , say wanna call nv call. I dun give a shit. U all got ur own life , i got my own , so its up to u all to call or not. Frens jus comes and goes. No matter how much effort u put into the friendship circle , ppl jus dun appreciate. We humans take things for granted.

Right now , i take frens jus casually , i dun wanan put in so much brain power into frens. Not worth the try. Rather put it in my werk. Jennifer told me that jus give and dun expect anything in return. LOL. How great is she ?

Back to story , Jennifer actually ask me on MSN to go for the countdown. Im surprised cos she's not dose people who take initiative. But so i did say " YES". Later she told me that , got other frens of her joining us too. So yar , i did say " OK". The funny part is , she told me to chill before joining her and her frens. hahahah . She told me cos first meet up very weird. I think is ur emotions ba. Well , to meet up at first , dun let urself affect by ur emotions. I didnt actually feel werid and pressured . Confidence and just being yourself is very very important.

During meet up , i met some of her frens , all are friendly. Pretty friendly ppl i would say. Nuthin much , but we chatted alot. So the clock strikes 12am , cheers and roarings from the crowd and fireworks<> begin to strike. Well , when i see those fireworks , it reminded me of " LA disneyland". It was so touching and ppl dere are much more jovial , caring , friendly than in singapore. But anyways , its jus fireworks , i dun feel anything at all. But the gals are enjoying themselves. LOL. Gals like tis kind of stuffs huh.

After the fireworks , we decided to get down to Boat Quay for drinks. But guess wat ? We didnt get into the PUB. The drinks cost are too high and full house. How to get in ?? But another thing was , Jennifer was the leader of the tour. LOL. Well , she's so ke lian luh. Everything she also decide. Everything she do also. But i did ask her whether she feel pressured. She said no. How come eh ? But she didnt noe that all of our eyes are upon her. She couldnt decide which is the right one for us ? lol. Hey gal , wanna be a leader ar ? Take up leadership course lo.

Hmmm , im telling u , she very jia lat , more than 10 ppl are having their eyes on her. But did she realise that she's affecting other ppl's emotions too ? ppl dere are becoming bored and tired. But she really couldnt make decisions. lol. This shit is hitting hard on her. But i ask her how she feels , she said that she's great. Lol. But i didnt get mad at her , cos i do understand her at the point of time. She actually put herself IN EACH AND EVERYONE OF US in our shoes. Haha , lucky i noe her abit how her personality is thru online , else, i will be fuming mad. LOLx.

Hey jen , i probaly think tis is ur first experience luh. So take it as a learning experience ba. But the fact that u didnt realise we are counting on u to make decisions , im jus " SURPRISED".

Actually i didnt really get a chance to chat with her during meet up. Its hard. Cos gals are having their galish talk, so its rude to just cut into it. But guess wat , i tried to find opportunity to talk to her to get to noe her more. I DID .

She told me alot alot alot of things luh. The way she told me is that , she wants to see her loved ones being loved. She jus gives ppl happiness but ask for no return. haah . Can anyone do tis ? I guess not. Probably i guess she's been thru alot. She also advice me to change my mindset. LOL. Its a good try and i really really appreiciate it. But its hard luh. To actually love someone is hard. I would rather heck care tis kind of stuffs. U noe its hard. In this society , treat ppl good comes to no good de. Be it at werk , frens or anywhere. But sometimes u have to see the situation to treat ppl good esp some point of times during work. I mean really see the situation.

But one thing dat really surprise me is that , an 18 gal can really think that far?? Izzit true ?? I mean come on , any 18 gals or guys have really really thought bout what is life and society and what are ur goals ?? Anyone ??

What she told me i actually remembered it but rest assured , ur words didnt fall on deaf ears . HAHA. Its jus the more i talk to her the more i can see and feel that she's very " Emotional" person. She also said " EQ" is important. VERY TRUE LOL.

HEY ,when it comes to tis kind of " LIFE" topic , she really can give u an emotional preaching talk. Folks out there , if u think that church is boring when talking bout life, den ask for "Jennifer". She can give u a 100 percent emotional speeching. Mayb it makes u sobs just like korean dramas. LOL. OPPS. Oh ya , and when she's preaching no need bible de. So ladies and gentleman down dere , if i were u , i wun attend chruch. HAHAHAHAH. So miss Yu zhen , i now offically gives u the postion of " Street Preacher". OK ??

So after spending so much time with the rest. Headed back home and " Prepare for work". Acutally i overslept. But i took half day off from my work and cabbed back hme to sleep and woke up at 3 in the morning the next day. I took halfday cos i felt dat , my emotions are destroying my sales talk and all. Jus makes me down.

haha , anyways , Best wishes to u all .