Countdown on new yr eve's for 2009

Sup man ! Its the year 2009 haha , for all folks down dere, if u dun have a yr New Yr resoultion ...Pls get 1 and get a life. LOL.

Well , this year celebration was different from other times. I celebrated with A bunch of newly made frens. Jennifer ask me to join her and some of her frens for the countdown. Wow , pretty nice of her to ask me le. This yr countdown didnt celebrate with my other old frens. Well , i dun care also , say wanna call nv call. I dun give a shit. U all got ur own life , i got my own , so its up to u all to call or not. Frens jus comes and goes. No matter how much effort u put into the friendship circle , ppl jus dun appreciate. We humans take things for granted.

Right now , i take frens jus casually , i dun wanan put in so much brain power into frens. Not worth the try. Rather put it in my werk. Jennifer told me that jus give and dun expect anything in return. LOL. How great is she ?

Back to story , Jennifer actually ask me on MSN to go for the countdown. Im surprised cos she's not dose people who take initiative. But so i did say " YES". Later she told me that , got other frens of her joining us too. So yar , i did say " OK". The funny part is , she told me to chill before joining her and her frens. hahahah . She told me cos first meet up very weird. I think is ur emotions ba. Well , to meet up at first , dun let urself affect by ur emotions. I didnt actually feel werid and pressured . Confidence and just being yourself is very very important.

During meet up , i met some of her frens , all are friendly. Pretty friendly ppl i would say. Nuthin much , but we chatted alot. So the clock strikes 12am , cheers and roarings from the crowd and fireworks<> begin to strike. Well , when i see those fireworks , it reminded me of " LA disneyland". It was so touching and ppl dere are much more jovial , caring , friendly than in singapore. But anyways , its jus fireworks , i dun feel anything at all. But the gals are enjoying themselves. LOL. Gals like tis kind of stuffs huh.

After the fireworks , we decided to get down to Boat Quay for drinks. But guess wat ? We didnt get into the PUB. The drinks cost are too high and full house. How to get in ?? But another thing was , Jennifer was the leader of the tour. LOL. Well , she's so ke lian luh. Everything she also decide. Everything she do also. But i did ask her whether she feel pressured. She said no. How come eh ? But she didnt noe that all of our eyes are upon her. She couldnt decide which is the right one for us ? lol. Hey gal , wanna be a leader ar ? Take up leadership course lo.

Hmmm , im telling u , she very jia lat , more than 10 ppl are having their eyes on her. But did she realise that she's affecting other ppl's emotions too ? ppl dere are becoming bored and tired. But she really couldnt make decisions. lol. This shit is hitting hard on her. But i ask her how she feels , she said that she's great. Lol. But i didnt get mad at her , cos i do understand her at the point of time. She actually put herself IN EACH AND EVERYONE OF US in our shoes. Haha , lucky i noe her abit how her personality is thru online , else, i will be fuming mad. LOLx.

Hey jen , i probaly think tis is ur first experience luh. So take it as a learning experience ba. But the fact that u didnt realise we are counting on u to make decisions , im jus " SURPRISED".

Actually i didnt really get a chance to chat with her during meet up. Its hard. Cos gals are having their galish talk, so its rude to just cut into it. But guess wat , i tried to find opportunity to talk to her to get to noe her more. I DID .

She told me alot alot alot of things luh. The way she told me is that , she wants to see her loved ones being loved. She jus gives ppl happiness but ask for no return. haah . Can anyone do tis ? I guess not. Probably i guess she's been thru alot. She also advice me to change my mindset. LOL. Its a good try and i really really appreiciate it. But its hard luh. To actually love someone is hard. I would rather heck care tis kind of stuffs. U noe its hard. In this society , treat ppl good comes to no good de. Be it at werk , frens or anywhere. But sometimes u have to see the situation to treat ppl good esp some point of times during work. I mean really see the situation.

But one thing dat really surprise me is that , an 18 gal can really think that far?? Izzit true ?? I mean come on , any 18 gals or guys have really really thought bout what is life and society and what are ur goals ?? Anyone ??

What she told me i actually remembered it but rest assured , ur words didnt fall on deaf ears . HAHA. Its jus the more i talk to her the more i can see and feel that she's very " Emotional" person. She also said " EQ" is important. VERY TRUE LOL.

HEY ,when it comes to tis kind of " LIFE" topic , she really can give u an emotional preaching talk. Folks out there , if u think that church is boring when talking bout life, den ask for "Jennifer". She can give u a 100 percent emotional speeching. Mayb it makes u sobs just like korean dramas. LOL. OPPS. Oh ya , and when she's preaching no need bible de. So ladies and gentleman down dere , if i were u , i wun attend chruch. HAHAHAHAH. So miss Yu zhen , i now offically gives u the postion of " Street Preacher". OK ??

So after spending so much time with the rest. Headed back home and " Prepare for work". Acutally i overslept. But i took half day off from my work and cabbed back hme to sleep and woke up at 3 in the morning the next day. I took halfday cos i felt dat , my emotions are destroying my sales talk and all. Jus makes me down.

haha , anyways , Best wishes to u all .